okay, so my sixth sense wasnt so bad after all.
that was a smirk for your info. zz.
i know its wierd to post at such a time.. but, who cares.

once again, seriously SCRAMBLED.
why does this always happen. when i think its the end, another split route will appear and make me make another choice.
when i start to lose hope and make myself stand up again, a tree collapse and push me back on th ground.
its sort of ridiculous, doesnt it sound?
maybe if sometime ago you asked me that question, i may jus give you a definite yes. but now...
i can only say i dont know. i really dont know.

maybe i can give you my answer here. i hope.
okay, i admit kay? my feelings were back, strong.
i sensed that something was different but i could not be sure.
okay, now i dont know how to continue.
fast forward... a news broke out and everythng split into 2.
i didnt know what to do. my senses are wrong?
or are you just playing? i dont know.
you are always giving people false feelings. is that cause you are too nice, or am i too sensitive?
i sort of tired of it. its torturous.
i consoled myself, convinced myself like some saleswoman.
and when i got back on my feet, and determined to start everything anew, another news broke out.

so tell me, what am i suppose to do now?
what answer should i give you?
actually, i've thought of it for a very long time..
the possibility.. the outcome.
be it anything happened or not, i cant give you any promises.
i cant be sure that the same thing wont happen again. you seriously gota understand that.
next, our feelings towards each other.. is it just we miss the feeling too much? or is the feeling real? are we just taking each other as substitutes?

a moment ago, you are so bent on waiting for her;
the next moment you say you wanna give up, and tell me these.
what am i suppose to think?
and minutes ago, i was so bent on starting afresh.
put down seriously EVERYTHING and move on like a plain piece of paper. im just confused. someone clear my confusions and doubts pls, i beg u...

KOR, WHERE ARE YOU.
why you offline so fast de..... zz.

okay, i didnt give a definite ans.
i guess i need more time.. sorry.