how many years have i not been blogging?
yeah, ca1 i over. finally. but not the time to slack.
lost many precious marks due to those retarded mistakes.
many stuffs happened over these few days..
and i think theres some things i have to claify..

firstly, sorry to hilmie, prashan and amir, and many others who were affected one way or another. millions of sorry.
you may think im spastic, superficial bla bla so on and so forth.
but i just gotta let you guys knw that i DID NOT paoto.
i was just asking about sports carnival and she sad we cnt be excused cause we missed TWO trainings which was the maximum we could.
then i asked abt band concert and she said no.
she said even mc also try not to, so i just asked her what about prashan's mc.
and thats where she knew that prashan didnt go training cos he was sick.
and i didnt know that prashan did not tell her.
she was super angry and wanted to see him. i was only supposed to inform him.
after i got news, i even went up to some of you to tell you.
its not that im saying behind your back right?
was it a mistake? was miss sham not suppose to know?
nobody told me that. of cos i didnt mean it was right either.
but i am just wondering how am i suppose to be right?

am i suppose to be responsible for all these that happened?
am i the cause of it? if i am, seriously pls tell me.
dont write ur name i dun care, just let me know can?
i dont wanna stay in a unit like that.
you guys are the reason why im still in npcc.
so tell me. pls.