okay, sorry for being so crazy cos im seriously going crazy.
i cried like 2 times today? but dont worry, not depression.
one is kena hit, second is too touched by a story.

but these 2 days like super easy pissed lor.
i dont like it man. must rewind.

okay, let me start from 3days ago, or longer?
yeah. nevermind.
went to junhao's house for sleepover!
nicenice! slept damn little.
actualli wanted to try watching final fantasy but jammed.
yeah! x)) i dont dare watch also o.0
sick sia. they go watch saw3.. tsktsktsk.
many funny funny things happened and observed.
lalalas. only the people involved knows. xPP
but damn sorry to trouble junhao's maid/auntywani!
hahas. we are NOISY!

COUNCIL COHESION
yeah! thanks to all the sec1s for organizing cohesion day!
thanks for putting in so much effort!
the games were cool. hahas.
but the location seriously...... >.<
i took like 2 buses and still couldnt reached.
at te end took a taxi down =.= lame right.
knew it! im a super "luchi(roadidiot?)" can.
took quite long to start fire. but thanks to the 12 hot ones, the fire was able to start.
(ME and RANJINI, she claims to be hot.. jkjk x))
think the food was... NICE! of course lah.
see who barbecued it mah ^^.
the beach is freakin nice at night...
sit there.. feel the breeze... think of stuff... nice.
can really let you feel relaxed and calm lor.
go there with a loved one at night os the best liao lor.
it was also ROD for seniors, so gonna miss them.
especially yannqi and subeer.. they damn funny de can.
will miss all of you!!
WHY SPOUSE NEVER GO!!!!!!

okay. TODAY.
went to wisma with pamela and cheng to change pam's phone.
then went to fareast. manymany stuff there.
but not very cheap lor.
I WANNA GO BUGIS!!! there the things cheap and more interesting lah.
maybe blogshop better hor.
then went back sch.. frisbee again.
nevermind. i buying clorthes at blog! yeah.

okay. now is night..
which means... nevermind.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
I VERY 闷 SIA...... rahhhhh.
pissed by alot alot of things. cant sleep also..
hais. any supernocturnal one can accompany me?
im seriously bored at night lah.
xbhdslzgq78weyhdu$%W%YKFGBjhkjhfgvyuhhoug*uogiugvygiyT&ft
kill me!!!!!!!! rahrahrah.......
siiao le lah me. heck. crazy!!!!!

boo! long long time never blog le.
quite tired.. let me recall what happened.
okay.

YESTERDAY
went to martin's house to bake! its so nice to have an oven at home luhh..
cheng and junhao were there also.
we baked CHOCOLATE CAKE and OATMEAL RAISIN COOKIES!!
damn nice can!! mamamiiiiaaaaa.....
nice. my mum seem a little tempted to buy an oven home le >.<
winkwink*.

TODAY
ANDERSON SEC OPEN HOUSE 2007!!
a little disappointing though, not as good as last year.
at least last year got carnival, rmbring myself getting wet.
heelo, people pay me to get wet. they practically throw at the cups above me which contains water luhh. xDD
thats damn fun. but sad that this year dont have when we are seperating class le. x(( sort of a waste lah.
carried like dont know how many cartons of water with hidir.
half dead lah can. we were both dripping wet after that.
even my pinafore was wet. imagine that lah...
did hall duty.. quite relax lah. but sian also.
i wanna patrol xPP walk here walk there. lalalas.
saw weilun and gang. waseh, all golden/orange hair sia.
look like monkey =XX joking nia. dont come hoot me lah.
they go hall sit there dont know do what.
hahas. but quite funny lah.
junhao also brought his daughter here, kimberly.
though she already DSA-ed to another school.
for fun nia. hahas. okay, wasnt that fun after all.

after duty, went to hub to find the rest.
damn freaking tired. left with like half a life, or perhaps a quarter.
no energy le.. go there slack slack awhile.
then went for lesson.

tired. tired. tired. and i cant get to sleep!!

i believe you.
i love you.

hiie people. back again.
congrats to all p6s who did well for PSLE x)).
today went back to pri sch but missed the show.
didnt get to see the p6s collect results.
come to ANDERSON!! yeah!

today was actually 6/12'o5 class gathering but half trhe time was wasted by helping the teachers move their places =.=
always the case huh.
after that played ultimate frisbee.
i suck at frisbee can... never liked frisbee =X
like it only when i play with noobs :XX
after that iva and me quite sian-ed, pulled pamela with us to hougang point xPP
slack slack slack. saw big big doll! eeyyoorr(?) damn cute!!!
i want!!!!!!!!!!! hahas. damn cool lah.
who wanna buy that for me???? hahas.
then after that the rest joined us.

went to playground to slack. or to say SPIN!!!
im a GOOD SPINNER :D hahas.
spinned for quite long lor. but after that got a little giddy.
just feel like vomitting lah. not as good as last tym le x((
sent everyone home one by one. hahas.
i think thats damn cool lah can.
but mum picked me home =.= hahas.

actually i really do care, in fact i mind.
im still not totally convinced to be honest.
i mind sharing you with anyone else, even just a little..
say im a perfectionist, i want you whole.
or i'd rather not at all.
but are you? or is she still in your heart?
i'm selfish. so sorry, thats me.
i need the sense of secure.

BOO! hahas. im back.
rare sia, so active in blogger. but wont last long =XX
today missed 2/4 class outing T.T ; sorry guys.
especially julia who said i pangseh her xPP

this morning awoken by the 'WONDERFUL' drilling sounds made by the BANGLAHS!! raaaahhhh. very irritating can.
like my whole house gonna collapse. zz.
cant even bathe in peace... every 5sec gotta cover my ears.
or else i seriously think i will go deaf lah. irritating!
GIVE ME BACK MY PEACEFUL SLEEP!

around 12noon met cheng at compass point.
actually want to go eat FISH SOUP! de, but br-unch ate le.
no appettite. yeah! i like that. =XX
wanted to look for weijie as he said he was working at metro BRA COUNTER!
okay fine, between household item and bras + panties =/
but he wasnt there. i think they like to put guys there.
we saw a guy there but not weijie. so that was the conclusion i made.
cheat my feeling sia.

after that, junhao met up with us.
we went to get a dabao a bowl of fishsoup and went back to hgp.
play frisbee? or watching the rain?
okay, quite sian-ed. plus the guys were playing with fire AGAIN, which i seriously detest lah. dont know why.
just hate the sight of it. pissed, i went to sleep.
didnt manage to sleep also lah. irritating!!!
then we went to playground!!! nice xD!
got spinning 'machines'!!! my favourite sia. like the teacup at genting which i use to play.
i know im wierd. but i like getting giddy which i normally dont =/
SPIN SPIN SPIN! maybe thats why i took up jazz class.. yes.
they played frisbee there.
i was sort of sian-ed once again and smsed my DEAR DIDI cherbeng!
hahas. so long never see him le.
super glad that he will still be staying in anderson. dont wanna lose such a nice bro lah.
he come find me, i cope 2 toblerone from him xPP
wahahahahahhahahas. had a nice chat. always the case :D
love my didi so much! muacks!

then after that gotta leave for a TREAT FROM AUNTY SUSAN!
she struck 4D with my house number lah.
$80 000 sia! thats liek super alot can.
but sad lah, my mum didnt buy.
we went ajisen ramen. i think there got super lot msg!
now damn freakin thirsty lah. hongkong one nicer! yumyum.
ate to our fill, of course. xD
but i think the food was just not fated to be with us.
my mum vomited everything out, while i diahoerra-ed everything out.
zz =.= lame right. but nevermind. i feel happier.
crazy de =XX

something wonderful... I BOUGHT ENGLISH ASSESSMENT!
its for 'o' levels de. hardworking hor.. *winkwink*
im quite determined to do well next year.
i will work hard de!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!
and im gonna make sure my sis's maths improve!
noble hor? cause i seriously think my sis can do it when i can.
yeah! nice nice!

oizxch4wkhipesdhypoj%^&GCXDRW#$&UOFGTR%&TUIOgfrt5ru!!!!!!!!!!!!!@
rrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i freakin pissed now can.
grrr. stoopid. so tired come back le still cnt rest.
help my mum check for some crap car stuff.
cant find, den still insist that its there. what logic lah!
tell her find herself lah. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
damn tired can. kena scold somemore.
come home haven't bathe help her liao. shut up lah..............
ignore ignore ignore pls. zz.
nidda bathe. cool down...........

hello peeps! good 'morning' at 12noon??
hahas. last night wad .. err.. so so lah.
good and bad? many wierd dreams. hmm..
awoken by 2 monsters! rahh. spoil my beautiful sleep lor.
later not preety they die. =XX bhb sia.
nothing much actually. wanted to shop online but dont know theprocedures.
anyone can coach me? the clothes are really nice sia.
WHO WANNA GO SHOPPING?? anywhere, bugis.. fareast.. kbox?
sms me or call me lah! i veh bored can..
i want new clothes lah... gigigaga!

Labels: random night~

okay, so my sixth sense wasnt so bad after all.
that was a smirk for your info. zz.
i know its wierd to post at such a time.. but, who cares.

once again, seriously SCRAMBLED.
why does this always happen. when i think its the end, another split route will appear and make me make another choice.
when i start to lose hope and make myself stand up again, a tree collapse and push me back on th ground.
its sort of ridiculous, doesnt it sound?
maybe if sometime ago you asked me that question, i may jus give you a definite yes. but now...
i can only say i dont know. i really dont know.

maybe i can give you my answer here. i hope.
okay, i admit kay? my feelings were back, strong.
i sensed that something was different but i could not be sure.
okay, now i dont know how to continue.
fast forward... a news broke out and everythng split into 2.
i didnt know what to do. my senses are wrong?
or are you just playing? i dont know.
you are always giving people false feelings. is that cause you are too nice, or am i too sensitive?
i sort of tired of it. its torturous.
i consoled myself, convinced myself like some saleswoman.
and when i got back on my feet, and determined to start everything anew, another news broke out.

so tell me, what am i suppose to do now?
what answer should i give you?
actually, i've thought of it for a very long time..
the possibility.. the outcome.
be it anything happened or not, i cant give you any promises.
i cant be sure that the same thing wont happen again. you seriously gota understand that.
next, our feelings towards each other.. is it just we miss the feeling too much? or is the feeling real? are we just taking each other as substitutes?

a moment ago, you are so bent on waiting for her;
the next moment you say you wanna give up, and tell me these.
what am i suppose to think?
and minutes ago, i was so bent on starting afresh.
put down seriously EVERYTHING and move on like a plain piece of paper. im just confused. someone clear my confusions and doubts pls, i beg u...

KOR, WHERE ARE YOU.
why you offline so fast de..... zz.

okay, i didnt give a definite ans.
i guess i need more time.. sorry.

hello again. okay, this is seriously spamming.
thanks guys for relinking x))
kor: you chao ah beng lah. i scared you ah xPP
today a nice nice day. finally went back for hipop.
finally woke up before 10am. nice nice.
then went to grandma's house, which i was not very pleased with.
but overall was quite ok. michael came, rare guest.
then we talked, had quite some fun.
talked to yilei too! goodness, how many years never chat le?
nice too lah.
but the end was quite bad. hahas. nevermind.
secret. but fullstop was drawn.
end of story x)
thanks to my dear kor for being there. you promise never to pangseh de hor.
or else i hoot you! jkjk nia lah. wher dare.
some people "tong ah tong ast" de wor. scared...

yeah! i got a nice kor!!!
thanks kor, for helping me and consoling me, hahas.
but lame sia. "i go help you scold him." scold got use sia.
hahas. kor damn cute luhh!





hahas. is you give me de hor. but lydat also more shuaii lah hor.

hello. i think my blog is empty. therefore, i shall start spamming!
yeah.. okay, quite a nice mood today x))
STOOOPID HORNY KOR!!! retarded!!
(hope he doesnt see this. kor, i didnt mean it xPP)
who tell him make me angry last night. rahh!
okay lah. at least i knw he has brains.
sian. kor not playing maple le? anyone wanna play with me??
or else it would be damn freakin boring la.

jazz rocks can! x))
thats random.

phew.. finally done. i'm too lazy =XX
lazy to type le lah! hahas.
anw, wanna thank all who helped organised TWOFOUR class chalet!
GREAT JOB DONE!! love you guys too much.
i think we are so much more bonded after this chalet.
but we all gotta part T.T..
hope most of us can still be in the same class.

i got into C2 for your info.
phy+chem+puregeog+litelec+amaths+emaths.
but we'll be in random, so.....
pray for the best...

and... i think i got a super bad temper =/
when im in a bad mood, im seriously bad can.
bt when im ok, im realli okay.
and thats not very good...
i get angry easily.. hmm. i'll try.

至少我尽力而为；相信我。

long time since i blogged. :( sorry.
lazy. but started a new blog. need a change luhh.
something has been bothering me for very long, the whole day.
seriously, i dont know what we're doing.
was that meant to be, or just me thinking too much?
i rather not know. as truths are always cruel.
nevermind. im semi-conscious, dont know what im typing also. =XX
please dont do it cause you miss it. at least let me know.
i will appreciate it. x))

you've got me all messed up. so what now?